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The day I lay eyes on you
I knew it was meant to be
You made me so happy
I couldn’t believe
That was the day I made you mine

Your skin is so smooth
Your complexion grand
I love you so much
Touching your neck with my hand
The sounds you make
They make me smile
You’re one of the only things
Thats given me joy

The other day you were taken away
your spirits smashed and broken
If only i’d have been there
Maybe I could’ve stopped it
I’d have given my all to save you…

Your skin so smooth
your compexion grand
i loved you so much
touched your neck with my hand
The sounds you make
They make me smile
You’re one of the only things
Thats given me joy

My life is so sad
Without you what’ll i do
I really miss and love you
How’ll I make it thru??
How will I make it thru??

I don’t have a thing to say tonight.
I just know things don’t feel right
Started to try a little harder
Tried to do things better
but all I see is things getting worse.
Will I win this fight?
5 out of 100, those odds aren’t that great
How do I show you I love you?
How can I do what’s right?
I feel like i’m a failure
like noone can see me,
but i’m right in your line of sight.
When will I feel visible again?
How long will it be?
I want to make things right again
I want to feel whole.
Please tell me what I should do,
I know it depends all on me.

I don’t know how I feel inside
Can’t make out any words
Don’t know how to handle this
I can’t even make 1 verse

So many thoughts have run thru my mind
but not one can I now remember
I feel so loved by evil
Love hates me the worst

So many things I’ve done wrong
but if i went back, they’d all happen again
Will i ever get these things out of my head?
I don’t know if I can

I’ve let so many ppl down
half don’t think i’ll win the fight.
don’t know what i should do

Linger-TheCranberries

So, i have always wanted to learn photo shop.. The thought of turning a reg dull picture into something interesting is totally cool.. anyways, i’m posting some pictures i’ve tweaked in the photo gallery. YAY!! black and white photos are the bomb digggety!

I hate this world more than ever.. Just thought i’d say that as a side note.

Kass

You never gave me a warning
just stood & turned away
never thought this would happen
didn’t think it could happen

didn’t tell me you were leaving
didn’t tell me goodbye
i really miss you
where are you?

Never told me what you wanted
just thought that i would know
how could you just walk away?
why did you walk away?

didn’t tell me you were leaving
never said goodbye
I kinda miss you
where are you?

I didn’t tell you I was lonely
Just kept inside how i felt
now i’m nowhere near
i’m outta here

i told you i was leaving
didnt stop to say goodbye
I don’t miss you
I don’t miss you
I told you I was leaving
didn’t say goodbye
i don’t miss you
i don’t miss you

So i watched 2012 last night, as well as “according to greta” and then i watched UP today. it was cute. 2012 was alright too. Honestly, I really really didnt wanna see it. But everyone i talked to said it was good, and rob needs to see an “action” flick every once in a while, so we went ahead and got it
I have been making jewelry lately. It has been alot of fun. Amber said i can put my stuff in her booth at the flea market, so i guess i’ll try to do that. I dont expect to sell anything, but i have just been having so much fun. I’m glad I am able to have so many hobbies to keep me occupied.
So thats all i have to say. wow i’m boring. hehe

OH! Chris is doing so wonderful. We went to goodwill today and amber saw this HUGE stuffed animal, so she handed it to him (this thing is bigger than chris is) and he Hugs the thing, and goes “aww” and then pets its head lol. He loves it. *sigh* and I love my son. haha he is at this moment, pulling my shirt up and looking at my belly and laughing-pulling the shirt back down, then doing it all over again. haha i must have a really funny belly

I’m loving the lyrics. I wrote this a couple weeks ago, but just put music to it this afternoon. I will try to record it sometime soon (or not so soon, depends on whether i can get my recording stuff quickly enough) so you can hear it, but for now, the words will have to do

“Paranoid” – Cassandra Clark

Everyone’s looking at me
Why are you so mad?
Everytime you look at me,
you’re thinking something bad
Everyon is staring now
Do I have something in my teeth?
Why are you looking at me like that?
I know that something’s wrong
I know that something’s wrong

You know I’m paranoid
Everything’s going wrong
Why am I paranoid?
My mind’s already gone

No one tells me the truth
What’s that look in your eye?
Everyone here hates my guts
I don’t know why they smile
They’re only up to no good
I know it, I see it
Why do you keep looking at me like that?
I know that something’s wrong
I know that something’s wrong

You know I’m paranoid
Everything’s going wrong
Why am I paranoid?
My mind’s already gone
My mind’s already gone.

Our kingdom hall is having a get together today, and the theme is “talent show” or whatever… So aLOT of ppl at the hall are getting things together to do, from poetry, acting, to singing and dancing. It should be alot of fun. I can’t wait to see what other people come up with. I know Tony is doing something, but I dont know what… The first thing that pops into my head is tony singing opera. I dont think thats what will happen, but he is really good at it. I remember from a few years ago.
I told the sisters that I would prop play guitar/sing but I am thinking i don’t want to do it. I have to see these people every week, two times a week. *sigh* I have been made fun of way too much in the past, and that is why i only sing for like, mom and dad. And even then, mom still sometimes has bad things to say about it. Mostly its just constructive critism but… Ugh. I’m such a baby. The other thing is that I dont mind playing someone else’s songs as MUCH, but, playing my own written things-HA. I think NOT! BUT at the same time, not many songs are christian gathering friendly, you know? At least not many-if any-that i know. Plus, it might be too late if i dont even know what would be appropriate. I’m just making excuses, I do that alot huh?
Right, well, I guess I’m gonna end this post. I have alot to do today… Because I have a shepherding visit before the party, and christina is coming before the party too, oh my. I need to clean!!! C ya soon my family! haha

Today, I feel like crying
You’re the only one I can turn to
Everyone has to deal with consequences of their actions
So that’s why I must do.
Help me to overcome this.
Make me start to feel better
Today I’m crying
Only you and I know why
Please help me to clear my head of this
There is nothing I can do.
Please.
Please.
I’m counting on you.